TL;DR; : Being needy whereas on Ambien, the place do I stand?

I am (m/47) she’s (f/37)

So my girlfriend is extraordinarily busy, profession girl, has a child and he or she has her personal personal follow that she does 3-Four nights every week. For a short time we have now been seeing one another much less and fewer, as a result of her schedule and her trip and mine, I have not seen her in 5 weeks. I used to be to see her final weekend and when she cancelled trigger he child was sick, I complained and have become needy. After eager about it I instructed her, I used to be upset however that I get it and we’re good. I gave her some house – Four days and he or she contacted me.

Sadly, I have been having points sleeping and when she contacted me, I had simply taken 2 ambien. I do not usually take medicine to sleep or the rest and took 2 since I’ve a excessive tolerance to medicine once I do must take one thing. She txtd she was going to be busy and I began to complain (by txt) and he or she mentioned we must always perhaps take a step again within the relationship as a result of she by no means has time, I would like greater than she may give proper now and to this I turned a whinny bitch and begged her to not break up with me, I instructed her I liked her, I requested that she not do that. I do know all that is NOT what to do, however it actually wasn’t me txting her beneath a sane thoughts however it was as a result of ambien.

I did not even bear in mind the txt change and solely knew about it once I checked my telephone the following morning.

I do not know what to do, I wish to give her house however I really do not know the place I stand, the place we stand, particularly since I acted so needy and whinny. One of many points during the last couple of months has been trigger I have been making an attempt to push the connection additional alongside and he or she says “sluggish and regular wins the race”.

I am making an attempt to offer her house and do “no contact”, trigger I need her to get the house she wants and see that I might be the non needy man however I additionally don’t need her to simply transfer on. Her feedback to me have been how she will be able to’t give me what I would like and I do not need her to suppose that since I am not contacting her that perhaps I agree or that I am letting her go.

Recommendation?

TL;DR; : Being needy whereas on Ambien, the place do I stand?