Greater than Writers: A Dangerous Weekend


We contemplated the horrible time we might been having

Apologies for the late weblog submit. I meant to
write a chunk about journaling this weekend however, I’m afraid, my weekend quick
become a nightmare. With out going into the small print, our household had a dreadful time plagued
by strife, arguments, shouting, screaming – I don’t plan to
reside by means of it once more.

Final night time, having made it alive by means of the
weekend, I sat on my son’s mattress and we contemplated the horrible time we’d been

“Why doesn’t God care about us?”
my son requested.

I replied with out
thought, “After all He cares about us.”

“Effectively, it doesn’t really feel prefer it.”
As traditional, I turned to pen and paper
At this level, I used to be frowning, musing
over my son’s phrases. I do know in my coronary heart God cares about us a lot. He loves us
excess of we are able to think about. So, as I usually do in these circumstances, I
turned to my pen and paper. Decided to set my son’s thoughts at relaxation, I
steered we write down each blessing we had only for that Sunday. We took it
in turns and earlier than lengthy, I couldn’t scribble down my son’s phrases shortly sufficient.
We realized that regardless of the traumas we’d skilled, there was nonetheless a lot to
be pleased about. 
“I noticed a ‘zonkey’ for the primary
time,” my son exclaimed. (That’s a donkey crossed with a zebra for these of you
that don’t know.)
“I actually loved a croissant and
recent espresso this morning,” I mentioned.
A zonkey
“I noticed a fox operating by means of the
farmer’s area.” And the checklist went on.
We might have gone on for longer than we did however bedtime beckoned and college loomed the following morning. We prayed and thanked God
for all of the issues we might recognized and I kissed my eleven-year-old goodnight.

“Mum,’ he mentioned nonetheless agitated. “God
has given us plenty of blessings and perhaps it wasn’t His
 fault however it was nonetheless
horrible right this moment. Why? I don’t need it to be the identical tomorrow. I don’t wish to
fall asleep.”

Have you ever ever been stumped for a
second, realising {that a} baby’s phrases are wiser than they know? Observing
the lengthy checklist of blessings on the web page, I whispered, “ what? I believe I
have to ask for forgiveness to God. I believe I’ve been attempting to kind out all these horrid
issues on my own and as a substitute of serving to all of it went terribly unsuitable.”

Why do I overlook to make God the
centre of my life? Why do I overlook to go to Him first when issues begin to go
pear-shaped? Why do I believe I can do all of it on my own?

I prayed, proper there and my
little boy joined in too additionally saying sorry for his behaviour. Earlier than lengthy, having declared
earlier there was no manner he would sleep that night time, my son slept peacefully.
I hope you don’t thoughts me sharing
this with you. I really feel this horrible weekend ought to one way or the other be used for good
and that maybe by sharing, it’d assist another person earlier than issues get
too unhealthy for them.
And simply in case you’re worrying,
we’re all superb. Issues might have been a lot 
worse however simply remembering that God is
there for us has already began to make issues really feel quite a bit higher.


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