I do not even know the place to start. I come from the North the place interracial relationships are quite common and customarily everybody of all races embrace each other. three years in the past me and my husband moved to Atlanta. I assumed being a giant metropolis there would not be any points.

I’m white and my husband is Persian however he appears center jap or blended, probably latino. My husband has befriended alot of individuals most of them are black. Now from our metropolis we had alot of brown buddies , like center jap or south asian, and I all the time felt very welcomed. With the black {couples} within the south we now have met I really feel very uncomfortable and unliked.

For instance I over heard one in all our buddies saying that his cousin had a child with a white girl and the child died, and “if he had reproduced with a black girl that child can be wholesome and alive” After i heard that i went to the lavatory and began crying trigger i used to be pregnant, i informed my husband i didnt wish to be round them and he agreed.

One other instance is we invited a pair over for dinner, my husbands basketball good friend and his spouse, and we had been getting alongside nice and me and her actually linked, then in some way we acquired on the political discuss and she or he straight up stated “I do not like white folks” I acquired actually uncomfortable and ashamed, I did not know if she even knew I used to be white or not. My husband additionally acquired actually uncomfortable too.

Third instance is we meetup with some folks on meetup, most weren’t white, and the all stated that in our pic me and my husband seemed Mexican, I stated no I’m white, and one couple acquired actually uncomfortable and stated “oh thats cool yea like i do not thoughts white folks in any respect i simply do not often hang around with them” however it was so apparent that he acquired uncomfortable with me being white, evidently we by no means head from them once more.

I imply these are just some examples. I’ve actually zero prejudice however I’m beginning to really feel like shit. I am changing into recluse. Im having a gender reveal occasion and I solely have like three buddies, 2 are white one is black, and the remaining is my husbands buddies coming, and alot of the, are black, and i am feeling insecure like all these folks that do not even like me are coming to my occasion. I discover myself replaying these feedback in my head advert getting actually upset.

I simply really feel like folks take a look at me like a dumb blonde white bitch and I really feel like i am not like that in any respect however i do not even wish to attempt to proove it then i simply really feel determined. I additionally really feel like I cant relate to the white people who find themselves not in interracial relationships (my two white girlfriends one is married to a Puerto rican man the opposite a southeast asian man) so I really feel ever extra alone.

I do not know what to do I truthfully simply wish to be accepted for who I’m..

tldr; I really feel unwelcome as a white girl within the south