They had a farewell service for me in Sydney yesterday and I gave this quick departing speech.
I came right here for a job and what I got was a vocation.
When I arrived at the college nine years ago I was new to teaching. That is challenging for me to picture now. I can not type any image of what type of particular person I would be if I was not a teacher. The discovery of a vocation to teach has been one particular of the excellent events of my life. It has turn into so ingrained in my identity that if you asked me why I teach I would not know how to answer. I would say that I teach due to the fact of who I am. I teach due to the fact I am alive. I teach due to the fact the items I worth most in this planet are all bound up with that incredible issue that occurs in the classroom.
What is the classroom? It is a spot exactly where folks come collectively and start out to find out a thing. Then, occasionally, they start out to appreciate what they are finding out, and they are changed by that appreciate.
Truly the teacher is a type of midwife to appreciate. I cannot force anyone to appreciate the doctrine of the Trinity. All I can do is support students to take a appear at that doctrine for themselves. I can challenge some of their prejudices and assumptions. I can query some of their hasty conclusions. I can support them to slow down a bit, just lengthy adequate to spend interest. If they give this doctrine their interest, if they definitely start out to appear at it, then occasionally their hearts will respond spontaneously. They may well start out to appreciate what they see, and then to appear even far more closely, and to appreciate even far more.
When this occurs – when finding out provides rise to appreciate – it can be so unexpected that the teacher is far more amazed than anybody. Exactly where does that appreciate come from?
It is not a thing that can be taught. It is not a technical talent. I cannot show you how to appreciate a thing. I can get rid of particular obstacles. I can encourage you. I can cheer you on when I feel you are searching in the appropriate path. But when you see a thing for your self and start out to appreciate it just due to the fact it is there: that is not a thing any teacher can impart. So exactly where does it come from?
Some of the church’s excellent thinkers have puzzled more than this. Clement of Alexandria, Origen, Augustine: they reached the conclusion that the only actual teacher is Christ. Every single time the light bulb goes on in a student’s thoughts, that light is Christ, the Logos “that enlightens absolutely everyone who comes into the world” (John 1:9). To open your self to any element of reality is constantly to open your self, in some measure, to the Logos. Anytime you definitely start out to spend interest to a thing, to have an understanding of a thing and to appreciate it just due to the fact it is there, you are in some way inclining your heart towards Christ.
That may well appear a bit overblown as an explanation of how finding out occurs. But you have to admire these ancient thinkers for taking finding out so seriously, and for becoming so awed by its mystery, that they had been prepared to conjure up a entire theory of creation just to clarify what’s going on in the classroom.
Mastering – actual finding out – is a type of miracle. It
is a gentle, delicate, interior approach by which the soul comes into
speak to with a thing beyond itself and reaches out to it in appreciate.
That does not take place just about every time students shuffle into the classroom at 9.30 on a Friday morning. But it does take place. I know it occurs due to the fact I have witnessed it. I have noticed it: appropriate right here in these classrooms, time and once again, more than nine years of my life. It is why I appreciate the classroom. It is why this neighborhood, a theological college, is sacred to me. It is why the teacher-student connection is, to me, far more holy than any church or temple.
We typically say that theology is meant to serve the church. I have stated it myself. But because I’m leaving I can inform you the truth: I do not think it. If theology serves the church, then it is a indicates to an finish. But when you contemplate what finding out is – actual finding out – how could it ever be a indicates to an finish? That is like saying that appreciate and joy and life are indicates to an finish. Would you say that joy serves the church? Or that life serves the church?
Confident, theological finding out enriches the church it supports the church it challenges the church. These are its wholesome by-solutions. But they are not the causes for finding out. They are not what it is for. Mastering is a way of becoming alive. It does not serve the church or the church’s mission. It serves the human heart and the glory of God.
Anyway, that is how I have come to have an understanding of my vocation and the vocation of this college. For sharing all this with me, as students and colleagues and mates, I say: thank you.